fly.
Saturday French Breakfast Ping Pong Bread Strawberry Ice August 30, 2008
Kinetic connectivity. Somehow it isn’t as simple as that. It’s too intricate. I want to lay in the bath and examine it all. Every thread that pulls, to pull it. Every snag that rips, to rip it. To view it all in every dimension and orthographic view available. I will study and change, move on. Connection. Where we meet.
From the umbilical cord to the shallowest of friendships, examine the fabric of them all. A lifes work maybe? Today it will have the duration of my bath and my full focus. Smith’s made the morning feel time-less. Thank you. Web-Star, I expect great things from you my young jedi. Use your powers wisely.
now to focus.
Friday Expense Expend Expand Explain Excite August 29, 2008
The Preservation of Life. What value? Where does it begin? Mental Health? Poverty? Shelter? Famine? Sustainable resources? Economy? War? Fuel? Fair Trade?
At what point am I engaging in preserving human life? At what point does my morality provoke me? Sponsor a child? Feed a panda for a year? Buy a more expensive wine? Don’t fly in my cherries please. Take aim, but am loaded with half hearted bullets. They give up en route to the target. It’s too far. Under strength units, need more, need to want this. Need.
I am drowning in the mud of compromise. How must it feel to do something real? Something so pure and good, untouched by the smoking gun, blood dripping fingers of this world. This is my pledge, today. The day that started yesterday and will finish at 7pm tonight, this is my pledge; To preserve life. To preserve life where I can, whatever it takes. To preserve life, because everyone is fragile, priceless and beautiful.
Thursday Garden End Gate Start August 28, 2008
felt time slipping in and out of my hands today. The Celts believe that the start of the day is just before sleep, thus ensuring you have a full night sleep / dream to prepare for your awaken state. That said friends, my day is just about to birth. I think my Friday will begin at 8pm Thursday evening. For some reason just writing that down has drawn a spirit of calm over me. The thought of having a small degree of control of Kronos leaves me feeling bulletproof.
Wednesday Headache Breathe Colour August 27, 2008
A dance of options, choose the right one for you, me, everyone indeed. I am not sure what the best one is and often feel you double up on what you know best and need least. Aha so there it is. My reassuring stretch is not long enough to grasp that which is going to offer me that headache. Glib? Glib? I think not sir, I think. Trojan like slog through pavement partitioned by lush weeds and broken kerbs.
Tuesday Long Walk Around The Pond Moderation August 26, 2008
There isn’t much to say about the state of our country roads that feed our market town. They are pot holed and offer a below par service to the average cyclist. I am sure a man with a van and some tar macadam could do the trick. Not that there is a mystery there anyway, just work.
Rest. It’s time to rest.
Easy.
looking forward to breakfast
Bank Holiday Monday Franks Francs Holiday Banking August 25, 2008
Let them laugh, let them jeer. As long as the constant stays constant what should concern me? Entrance and exit through the same door. No VIP way to leave the planet or Rope Barrier shielding your entrance. Hope is a beautiful thing. True. True. A harmony in the universe means its right to eat pizza tonight. Danced with my daughter until she could dance no more. Walked for the first time since last Tuesday. Fresh.
Simplicity.
Clarity.
Almost there.
Sunday Snow Vista Downs Slow Mister Down August 24, 2008
Any more than bags of blood making it though life? How fragile, how fickle, how I fill my life with a shot of reality and mixers of distractions. Or is that the other way round? Either way, I haven’t drunk a better tasting cocktail in my life. The brightness is beyond white, it has birthed a new colour. A bleached white that isn’t even a colour, more a quality of light. Light, Bags, Blood, Hope, Happiness, Mixers, Shots.
Saturday Red Shirts Blue Shirts Duvet August 23, 2008
Banks are on holiday soon. Where do they vacation?
Friday Beach Bleach Beech August 22, 2008
If I had a baby sister, would she live near me now? Would she take up a nuclear space on my road? Would she buy fair trade sugar? Would she comb her hair whilst worrying? If i had a baby sister would the sun shine harder or the rain fall lighter? If I had a baby sister would I be here or somewhere else?
Have eaten more lamb than any man can. Pimm’s the best way to convalesce.
Friday is good, I knew it would be.
