santo jude

still, breathe, life, coronation

stone floor June 20, 2009

Granite, a construction stone. Cold to touch. Secure.

A granite safe house shelters my soul. A place to rest. My spiritual holiday from the world.  A granite safe house protects me when I sleep, when I breathe deeply. A granite safe house where I return daily after compression. Distorting less, shining more. Less twisted more gem like.

A granite safe house, with a stone floor, like the cool floor that mephibosheth dragged his twisted body across, face down, to receive grace.

A granite safe house that Joel writes of in chapter three, one that He has built for me.

The world spits and hisses, strikes and screams. My weather beaten, world beaten soul can withstand it all, because I retreat to a granite safe house, built for me.

I choose to return daily, I choose to remember my safe house when I am away from it.

 

back June 19, 2009

So should I be surprised that He spends all his currency on products of distortion. Good love, real love spent on twisted and broken hearts. Does that make me wonder?

He unties my knots straightens my coils. This is the compression from distortion to diamond. This is life.

In the book of Joel He uses the phrase “come back to me” many times. This is a gravity of hope that acts on all hearts, pulling them toward Him. The same God gravity that pulled the prodigal son back home is the same God gravity that pulls me into Him daily.

Choosing life is an active participation in a God gravity that is always working, always moving.

I have to choose to go to Him every morning. The journey is not quick, it requires discipline, obedience and consistency. The journey requires Love. He is Love. He is the journey.

 

national debt June 18, 2009

Weep like a young virgin dressed in black, mourning the loss of her fiance.

Yesterday I felt moved to write about the super natural parameters of His vision. The whisper from the moral bribe of the heart to the sirens of oppressive regimes denying human rights, He sees it all.

Joel writes about a time in the ancient Jewish faith where corporate responsibility was desired and expected.

Joel, a book written when the Persians ruled the promised land, 500 years or so after King David and 400 years or so before the birth of Christ.

At the time there was a heaviness on the hearts, the nation was under rule by another army, the nation had forgotten who they were and where they had come from. There was calamity and great sorrow and out of the mourning and weeping comes an acknowledgement individually and corporately.

A day is to be appointed; a day in which people must be kept from their common employments, that they may more closely attend His services. Every one had added to the national guilt, all shared in the national calamity, therefore every one must join in contrition.

I have to accept that I know so little about the consequences of simply living. Precisely what do my banks invest in? Where do my taxes end up? The food that populates my local supermarkets, the petrol that fuels our car, somehow by participating in modern western life I am sanctioning so much without giving consent. Maybe if I were presented a disclaimer every time I filled our car with petrol, something along the lines of, “by filling this car you are hereby consenting to the pursuit of oil, globally, at whatever cost deemed necessary.” Living is a compromise.

Acknowledge personal mistakes daily, but Joel was talking about was having one day.

One day where the population of each nation feels responsible somehow in the choices that were made.

I want to choose a day this year and acknowledge my part in this compromise. A spiritual day of national debt.

 

midst June 17, 2009

He cannot be affected by human caprices. He cannot be twisted like propaganda or curtailed by the censorship of an agitated regime.

He cannot be restricted by inhuman rights or political corruption. His eyes were not blindfolded like the Chinese denial of Tiananmen Square or the Turkish denial of the Armenian genocide. He sees it all from the riots in Tehran, that we are not supposed to see, to the moral bribe of the heart.

Nothing can contain Him. Nowhere is hidden. Nothing can separate me from His brand of justice, one that is jam packed so full of mercy that it outweighs my circumstance.